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  • Room 01: The Avatar
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the project

Lili has many faces: She represents an archetype of our collective unconscious. Becoming Lili means to enter into this archteype in a ritualistic act of channeling the identities embedded in one's own visual culture and imagination. Instead of fighting what possesses us, this experience invites us to embrace it—in order to be liberated from it. Becoming Lili means becoming the relation. It manifests the self in an in-between space where we are neither nor and where we very visibly disappear. Becoming Lili is about finding out, how our self relates to a structure that is other or imposed. Becoming Lili is an exercise in undoing, a game to realise the self in constant transition.

Becoming Lili is a two hour participatory one-on-one performance in a hotel room. The participants are invited to spend time in an installed room where a conceptually selected wardrobe is offered as the material for experimentation. They analyze, by creating a personage form the offered material, aesthetic trends and their physical and psychological impact on one’s sense of self. From the most varied stereotyped glam-blonde-celebrity-woman clothes, wigs and accessories to the very flat-conforming-standardizing-bussinesswoman-men suits, watches and glasses, the room is a space where one can get under the skin of the other through wearing such clothes. The narration of that experimentation, being under the skin of the other me, could vary from a process of auto-fiction to identifications with a possible past life or a parody of someone present in the real world. The participants become instant characters in a kind of live soap opera. Between fiction and reality, the participants are swimming or rather drowning in a pool of references and memories of their own visual culture.

credits concept: Helena Dietrich, supported by nadine vzw., workspacebrussels, Vooruit, a.pass, Hotel le Berger, Hotel Bloom

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The research

The idea for this project emerged out of a research on the current identity myths, that evolved in and through western civilization. Through the fast progress of globalization we can watch how different cultures differently or similarly react on the influences of the western capitalistic system. This project is an attempt to visualize the contemporary globalized common myths of the SELF that we are constantly creating unconsciously through self-representation: our apartment, our garderobe, our haircut... How profound are medial images invading into our personal imagination? As society consists of individuals – in order to gain insights into individual situations of our current society in times of capitalistic crisis, it is necessary to give the individuals voices and to develop techniques to relate to the influences of our surroundings and our becoming in these surroundings.

Hotels

Hotels are places of transition. In their impersonality they contain the potential for self-transformation. In each hotel is a certain logic communicated, subconsciously influencing our perception, habits and manners. The hotel-guests begin to fit into this decor, they become temporary characters of the hotel. Characters, that allow them to peel off their usual image and put on a new gown and experience the relation between their known self-image and the new influences of the unknown environment running side by side. The hotel, as a transition zone of space, time and self, provides the potential for re-arrangement and re-positioning and this way the right setting for a transformational experience, that relates to the history and style of each hotel. Each hotel is telling about the cultural background of its city, in this way the audience will be guests in their own culture, looking at it from the view of a foreigner or guest. Through the transformation into a character of the hotel, a realization about the own cultural background takes place.

Aim of the project

This project is envisaged to create awareness of the self-representational choices we make and to emancipate from the images that possess us. The representational images that we come across everyday through TV, Internet-platforms, websites, blogs, advertisement, public spaces and the architectures of our cities literally cross us, and leave their traces in our visual memory, our reference-system, build up to a collective myth, influencing the ways how we relate to our self-image. They influence the choices we make in order to represent ourselves: our house, our wardrobe, our hairstyle, our gestures. They influence how we imagine ourselves and the consumer choices we make in order to materialize this vision. What are the 'symbols' and 'signs' with which we are nowadays surrounding our bodies? What effect do they have on us? How can we become our own medium and channel the visual culture that 'possesses' us? The masquerade works both ways: giving insights about the new character, the stereotypes of our cultural background and the usual self that we recreate in everyday live and that we consider to be individual.

The techniques / references

Mimicry is here used as a technique to deal with the enemy or possession through miming him/her and thereby gain his/her power. By miming the life-style imposed on us, represented through the hotel room and the garderobe, the participant can experience directly the effects it has on him/her. To be able to do this, different practices of connecting sensuously to material, symbols and concepts, will be introduced to the participant during the performance. Practices that help to learn to re-connect to instinctual and sensuous reactions, emancipate ourselves from representations and find in the interviews a language that expresses this experience. When sensitivity is raised towards how our environment affects us, we can choose how we want to relate to it.

The idea evolves from different practices, where re-enactment and visual alteration is used as a trigger for liberation from oppressive structures. There are several examples of different 'cultural rituals', where »… the magical power of replication, the image affecting what it is an image of, wherein the representation shares in or takes power from the represented …« (Michael Tausig, Mimesis and Alterity) is used as a politically and personally empowering technique.

In the famous docufiction by Jean Rouche '‪Les maîtres fous‬' a day-long Haukan gathering for a possession ceremony is documented. The Hauka movement was a religious movement which arose in French Colonial Africa. It consisted of ceremonies, including mimicry and dancing, in which the participants performed in a state of trance the elaborate military ceremonies of their colonial occupiers. This pageant was largely done to mock the authority of the colonializers, and by emulating them trying to „extract their life force“. The film suggests that the ritual is a form of resistance that allowed the performers to digest their daily situation as being occupied and oppressed. The re-enactment of their occupiers releases the aggression and stress that they accumulate during their everyday live.

»... The magician infers that he can produce any effect he desires merely by imitating it.« James George Frazer, the golden bough

Another example where the re-enactment is more on an aesthetic level, is the movement of the Sapeurs, a congolese sartorial subculture, an african revival of dandyism, which was not only about having an eccentric style, but also about men from the middle class being self-made and striving to emulate an aristocratic lifestyle. Sapeurs hold European haute couture as a religion which is practised absolutely serious. There were special Sapeur dances held and even manifestos and codes to govern the lives of Sapeurs. Some of these codes include 10 ways of walking in order to show off clothes to the best degree. Through the imitation of a visual appearance and the privileged status that comes with it, they aim to become empowered in their social position.

This reminds also of the ball culture, an underground subculture in the United States, which became famous through the movie Paris is burning, a culture deriving from the gay scene in the 1980s in New York, where people compete in various genres of drag, trying to pass a specific gender and social class. Working class gay men channel ultra glamour in a mocked-up catwalk show. This culture created a belonging system to position the self in a desired, imagined form and through this technique celebrating liberation from the current excluding political system. Going into drag was a technique again, to emancipate from the oppressing structures through re-enactment.

What is the power of the mask? Mimicry can be used as a technique to deal with 'the enemy' through miming him/her and thereby gain his/her power. The copy will therefore own the power of the original. The space between the original and the copy becomes a space of experiencing, becoming and moving in-between. The mask is simultaneously affecting the wearer – the medium and the witness.

»The mask, the tattoo, the makeup: They place the body into an other space. They usher it into a place that does not take place in the world directly. They make of this body a fragment of imaginary space, which will communicate with the universe of divinities, or with the universe of the other, where one will be taken by the gods, or taken by the person one has just seduced. In any case the mask, the tattoo, the makeup, are operations by which the body is torn away from its proper space and projected into an other space.« Michel Foucault, the utopian body

In tibetan buddhism the oracles wear an adorned and very heavy costume. The physical experience of wearing it must be quite suffocating – the costume is taking advantage of the being, preparing the medium to be entered by an unknown entity. The robe is highly loaded with signs and symbols, referring to the buddhistic religion. These symbols are placed there because they are believed to have an effect on the person who is wearing it.

»On formal occasions, the Kuten is dressed in an elaborate costume consisting of several layers of clothing topped by a highly ornate robe of golden silk brocade, which is covered with ancient designs in red and blue and green and yellow. On his chest he wears a circular mirror which is surrounded by clusters of turquoise and amethyst, its polished steel flashing with the Sanskrit mantra corresponding to Dorje Drakden. Before the proceedings begin, he also puts on a sort of harness, which supports four flags and three victory banners. Altogether, this outfit weighs more than seventy pounds and the medium, when not in trance, can hardly walk in it.« Ellen Pearlman, Tibetan Sacred Dance: a journey into the religious and folk traditions

In the project Becoming Lili, I introduce a practice of connecting sensuously to material, and visual symbols. An almost naive approach towards our surroundings in which we measure not through what we know but through how we react sentiently. It is a practice to test how to relate to aesthetics we are used to in a intuitive and physical way, to re-connect to our instinctual mechanisms and create space for a pause in-between the flood of visual informations. Sensitivity is raised towards how our environment affects us and how we choose to relate to it. The participant is invited to read aesthetics and to connect to the memories and reactions they trigger in in him/her.

»... To engage in a sort of dialogue with the tools and, before choosing between them, to index the possible answers which the whole set can offer to his (the bricoleur) problem. He interrogates all the heterogeneous objects of which his treasury is composed to discover what each of them could ‚signify‘... « Claude-Levi Strauss, the savage mind

Room 01: The Avatar

Becoming Lili Room 01: the AVATAR took place in October 2012 in Hotel Le Berger presented by a.pass.

The video was presented in October 2015 during the festival Hors Pistes at Cinema Galeries in Brussels in collaboration with Centre Pompidou Paris.

Concept: Helena Dietrich, Camera & Photography: Charlotte Bouckaert, Editing: Sven Dehens, Sound mixing: Kenny Martens (Kunstenwerkplaats Pianofabriek), produced 2015 by AJC! with the support of la Fédération Wallonie-Bruxelles (Centre du Cinéma).

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Room 02: IDENTIFIED SUBJECTS

Becoming Lili Room 02: identified SUBJECTS took place in October 2014 during the Transformers Festival at Beursschouwburg Brussels / Hotel Bloom.

The video was presented in October 2015 during the festival Hors Pistes at Cinema Galeries in Brussels in collaboration with Centre Pompidou Paris.

credits concept: Helena Dietrich, camera and photography: Quentin de Wispelaere, editing: Sven Dehens, sound mixing: Kenny Martens (Kunstenwerkplaats Pianofabriek), assistance: Mavi Veloso, Emilie Beffara and Clara Cornil, mentoring: Bart van den Eynde and Vladimir Miller, costume rental: Natalie Lermytte, coproduction: workspace Brussels and Beursschouwburg, support: nadine vzw, a.pass, bains connective. Thanks to Elke van Campenhout, Christopher Daley, Trudo Engels, Loes Jacobs, Fleur Khani, Heike Langsdorf, Jean-Paul Lespagnard, David Liver, Charlotte Vandewyver and Veridiana Zurita. Produced 2015 by AJC! with the support of la Fédération Wallonie-Bruxelles (Centre du Cinéma).

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Room 03: THE CULTBODY

Becoming Lili Room 03: the CULT-BODY took place in April 2014 in Hotel Le Berger presented by nadine vzw.

The video was presented in October 2015 during the festival Hors Pistes at Cinema Galeries in Brussels in collaboration with Centre Pompidou Paris.

Concept: Helena Dietrich, Camera: Billy Bauwens and Helena Dietrich, Photography: Charlotte Bouckaert, Billy Bauwens, Marcelos Mardones, Editing: Sven Dehens, Sound mixing: Kenny Martens (Kunstenwerkplaats Pianofabriek), produced 2015 by AJC! with the support of la Fédération Wallonie-Bruxelles (Centre du Cinéma).

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The Lili-syndrome

In today’s society we celebrate choice. The freedom to become whatever we want. Through virtual reality, plastic surgery, fashion and photoshop, we have come to see ourselves as malleable. Images are replacing reality. And with them comes the promise of constant transformation.

Images make up the fabric of our daily lives. They are woven into the very experience of our cities, living rooms and even the clothes we wear. We have become images. The subjects as well as the objects of our desire for change. We became one of these images. We made ourselves, over and over again. We became schizobeings.

Tests have proven that 85% of the world population, 8 out of every 10 children regardless of race, sex, economic class or culture, have fallen victim to this affliction of the fragmented self, called the 'Lili-syndrome'.

‘Lili’ manifests itself in symptomatic changes in behavior and outlook that render the patient unreliable and ambiguous. 'Lili patients' often produce erratic or even dramatic behavior, reproducing embodied stereotypes or archetypes from advertising, television or other image based sources. These so-called ‘hyper-selves’ trigger an accumulation of ‘othering’ that can lead to disorientation or even Self-annihilation.

In the year 2010 a group of sociologists and psychologists started a long term experiment testing hundreds of affected and unaffected people for behavioral abnormalities such as the 'Lili-syndrome'. A selected group of participants were invited into different experimental test-settings. To enter deliberately into their 'hyper-selves': the so called ‘Lilis’.

In these experiments, subjects and therapists were placed in a situation of mutual mirroring, that dissolved the initial, normative power relations of the setting. They changed roles frequently, interviewing and analyzing each other. This ‘blending’ of behaviors termed ‘normal’ or ‘symptomatic’ opened up an alternative space for assessment and interpretation in the research, free from the usual bias towards stable reference points of ‘sane’ behavior.

During the whole process the test subjects were filmed. The camera functioned as a therapeutic tool to stimulate the subject’s desire for transformation, allowing them to dive deeper into their Lili being. In this process, the appearance and disappearance of partly formed characters opened a space for ‘enhanced reality’. Rather than creating a phantasy world, the mirroring back of the recording device, allowed for an advanced sense of self-awareness through the reimagining of the stable Self. Their recorded transformations, fascinating study material, are the basis for the project Becoming Lili. Not only did their performances blur the limits between reality and fiction, but they also seemed to come in touch with a larger archetypal knowledge. An insight into the workings and imagery of the unconscious.

In the first stage of the experiment, the mirror and the camera were the most important tools in the treatment. In an exercise called mirror-staring the realization of the self as always other was initiated. Through the performative imperative triggered by the camera, they entered into a movement of tuning in and out, temporarily able to balance the instability of their identities. Placed in a light and positive environment, the setting inspired the test subjects to find more empowering identity constructions, which enabled them to come to see their inability as a potential. This was found the reason, that even after years of treatment, they defy the therapy in the embrace of their hybrid Selves.

It became clear, that the 'Lili-syndrome' is affected mostly by external stimulation. In the second attempt, participants were placed in a contemporary business setting. This environment produced a tendency towards creating images of success, financial fulfillment, and a purpose in life. Which translated into a great variety of cliché’s and interpretations of stereotypical images of social achievement. Some of them recognizable, some of them teetering on the edge of the uncanny. But in the sessions it became clear that most subjects were unable to produce stable identities, and throughout the course of the experiment, de-constructed them continuously.

The analysis of the therapy tapes suggests a pattern of transformation-through-simulation. Through copying, mirroring and interiorizing, the subjects embody the images that surround and feed them. The therapists discovered different coping mechanisms in the participants’ which are explained as the 4 phases: The ‘mirror’ phase, in which the participant blends into its environment and copies the projected expectations of the setting or interviewer. the construction of hyper-selves or alternative selves, the ‘othering’ phase in which the participant rejects the ‘Lili’ and goes into a state of dejection and inertia. And the ‘alien’ phase, in which the participant is not able to recognize herself in her surroundings anymore and alienated from her Self and the situation.

In these 4 phases the participants try to access identity from different viewpoints. The aim of this method is to enable reflection and finally deconstruction of the invented or mirrored identities.

In further stages of the research, the test-subjects dive deeper into the transformative enactment of embodied imageries. This time the setting touched on a darker mode, that had a decidedly cinematographic feel and soundtrack to it. The subjects were asked to connect to their internalized image memories, the archetypal building stones of an unconscious self-expression.

These sessions took on a deliberately dramatic color. Through their guided travels the subjects tried on various exotic personas, strongly reminiscent of fairy tales and film noir imagery. These ‘external’ journeys into the common unconscious of society, reveal a deep inner truth. A revelation of a Self beyond the self. An inner phantasy image that unravels the sense of self-being of the subject, placing it in increasingly dangerous or even violent situations. Past memories are often locked into, or linked to, images of television, film, or photos, and can be unlocked through their re-enactment. Fiction, therefore, is here used as a therapeutical method, allowing the subjects to reach beyond their disciplined selves into the untouched reservoir of desire that is hidden from view.

This procedure of dismantling the self through archetype and even caricature shows how the reenactments of embodied image memories serve as tools for the transformation of past trauma and the creation of a renewed potential for the future. By stepping ‘out,’ the subject is finally ready to step back ‘in’. To re-establish contact with the hidden dynamics of the psyche, liberating its power to change the normative behavioral deadlock. At the momentary stage of the research, after several methods of treatment, psychologists and sociologists concluded that the therapy did not necessarily lead to a conclusive point of reconnection to the Self, but realized the emancipatory power of the Lili-syndrome.

Although these results posed a serious threat to the initial enthusiasm for the so called Lili-therapy in psychology circles, it also produced a New Wave in the understanding of the psyche and the need for therapeutical reconstruction of the Self. Through an indepth engagement with the footage of the Lili-sessions, this brand of psychology no longer claims the need for a cure for the Lili-syndrome.The Lili-therapy was found to be useful as an emancipatory treatment for neurotic behavior, diverse stress syndromes, and even cardiovascular deficiencies caused by the pressure to adjust to a normative, societally accepted identity image. Psychologists have come to advice the careful and monitored inclusion of hyperselves into daily life.

This Lilification process of the everyday would make subjects more flexible, apt to deal with diverse problems and situations, and able to see the potential in the present. This Copernican turn in the apperception of the Self as a flexible, hybrid and constantly flowing reenactment of externally produced images, marks the starting point of a new stage in the understanding of the relation between reality and fiction, normal and abnormal behavior, and the importance of belonging and identity in the construction of stable individuals.

Text by Helena Dietrich and Elke van Campenhout. Filmstills Becoming Lili in collaboration with Robin Amanda Creswell.

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